因为我们都知道，到了最后，什么，都不会改变，不是吗？
最后还是回到了并非原点的原点…

how true.
):

thanks for ever letting me realise what kind of people i ought to give up on.
really.
i've seen enough, so much, i wished i never knew.

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yea i'll update soon. saved as draft alrd.
sorry for the wait.
i really can't get the momentum back ><
sorry.

eternal love.
11:23 PM

yaye!
am updating once again (:

today's a happy day.
guess it's cos im exceptionally alert today? [:
goodgoodgood! hehe.

even though the migraine is still acting up but today's still a good day.
maths is back into permutations (: used to ace in sec2 all thanks to that topic. but i guess yr4 permutations and combinatorics is different ba. whatever the case, i'm gna read my sec2 exercise book again to refresh my memories of permutation. can aid understanding of lessons! hehe.

&i sold 7 prataburg tickets already! :D
cool or not cool! hehe.
have to thank the sec1 juniors for entertaining my persistence in them buying. really think they are all cute and nice people lor :D must improve on y'all de performance, discipline and attitude in NP uh! must 对得起我们even though we step down le! xP jiayou!

and taysie sqdmate also bought one from me. (: aww.. damn nice okay! i told her i'll definitely go find them for kacang puteh. hehe! it's a promise!

hope our pratas won't be a disappointment to those who ordered lor. not that they aren't nice! just that perhaps they will expect more :/ ohwell, hope all goes well at the celebration!

we have another food sampling session tomorrow! shall eat my fill. but i'll have to take the maths test i missed earlier on first lor. zzz. anything~

lalala~
gotta go do hwrk first le.
bye!

eternal love.
5:44 PM

had dance practice today, same old place (:
today's practice was very successful! yingting learnt a new part, and the rest of us did quite well for the mass practice today. waiting for leong to send us the video. :D was well done in the sense we improved, with a great deal more coordination and defined movements. (:

one word:　赞！

so today was the first time ever in history we were able to leave even before the scheduled practice session ended! cool aye! we'll do very well for this dance, even if it has to be our last dance (: lalala...
拭目以待吧!
Extremists 不是乱盖的. :D
we'll always make our dances worth the "encore". xP
<3

hehe! then we went to have lunch, that's was when toh trotted along. (: what for? cos we were doing food sampling for racial harmony day at yours truly's house today(:
with sylvia, toh, chiouyih :D
suuuper fun okay!
a few flavours turned out great! the limit of the word "delicious" i tell you xP
but it's 商业秘密, inconvenient to talk too much about it.
the stuff we can say are like..
sylvia's face lighting up in delight when she tried some of the prata :D
toh's full of excitement exclamation when she first poped the prata in her mouth. :D
chiouyih's extreme yell of "very nice"s when the pratas came one after another. :D
sharman's unmotivated appetite opening up to the aromatic and appealing pratas. :D
not to forget sylvia's reveal of her 贪吃猪 alter-ego! :D
&!all of our undying spirits to make the best out of today's session even if we knew it was ultimately fattening! :DDD

so, do you get the idea? :P

oh but we also did work on our sales means like completing the coup. booklets that we'll have to sell. (: very productive i should say. &we also tried some DIY ***. (top secret) :D
but we definitely had great fun doing the cutting, cooking, sampling the food and talking bout everything under the sun! hehe. digressed a lot! from stuff like a striped insect to songs, people, academic, relationships, parents, amibitions, with interceptions of the striped insect here and there. aha!
the only part i didn't like so much was the cleaning up. LOL! cleaning up the not very messy mess. we do take note of our cleaniness and neatness de okay! although we'll do better that day. we're gna have another meeting soon anw so, hope it goes smooth! we'll be prepared for racial harmony day! just you wait :D

PRATABURG will present you the best possible! :P
*propaganda* hehe.

okay, all the yr4s must jiayou! ;D

now have to go to pia all the unfinished work le. spent the entire day today [:
so long! <3

P.S. aye i updated okay! gigantic mouse 你看到了没有！xP

eternal love.
9:27 PM

pigs! (:
sharman has an update to make!
hehe. cos i'm so lazy to go about uploading the pictures and all, i shall not be long winded and start off by talking bout random stuff that happened since school re-opened :D

frankly speaking, i hated week one.
reason?
first day of school, my schl life proved to be screwed. i was first thrown into 补课（试卷二）by 陈老师 then into maths remedial by mr liu. like: O.O!
seriously. i mean i didn't do well for HCL paper2 and was feeling quite sore when i got back the paper, knowing i could have done much better if not for my good for nothing brain that malfunctioned halfway through, leaving me slow in completing the paper. so yes, cos of the numerous incompletions, i did very badly. so fine, 补课（试卷二）, 我认了.

and the next thing i know, mr liu announced my name during maths lesson! why? cos of maths remedial. :X i felt really i dno -I- cos i didn't do exactly very badly for maths as far as i rmb. RAWR! but what actually made me feel so bad was that both times, the techers read out my name first. lol. cos i'm like reg. no 5. so since 1,2,3,4 all quite good in terms of HCL and maths, i'm like first in the list. read name also mine tio first! D:
&i rmb somebody approaching me to bout my GPA. hahah. like how tactless. :/ but i couldn't care less then.
so anw, now i'm thinking: okay whtever. if they think it helps and since its compulsory anw, i'll go. but i can rly cfm that maths remedials are highly ineffective.

other than that, week one was generally a screwed up week for everbody. like just in that week, a lot of people turned emo. and lots of problems started to surface. i don't know how to deal with mine, or help people deal with theirs. and that just basically goes to everybody else. oh and RV has many teachers on courses and leaves and all. our class alone had 3subjs affected. yea. and other than chem, the relief teachers were so... i don't know. they can't rly teach i guess? we're not tryna be critical but yea.. we would rly die if they stayed on awhile longer. so on top of feeling screwed up, our lessons and studies were screwed up too. i mean, oh you get my point! it's just... SCREWY! :f

yeap. so i'm rlyrlyrly glad the damned week one was over.

week two was much better. like lessons got on track with dearest ms chia back. and us getting more accustomed to ms goh's chem lessons. (: a plus point? our moods were getting better! more smiles, less pressure. we could hear a significant buildup of the cheerful atmosphere! :D

oh and i forgot to mention that we also changed seats in week one. so im no longer in the third column! i'm in the first column, first row! ohwell, it's a lil' hard to see the board and all but i'm still coping well. &yuhong stopped his complaints of the poor angle pretty soon. (: oh and in week two, he was frequently absent. just on the first day, spencer came back! haha. used to be amundsen mates! (: and because yu hong was absent, he temporarily took up the seat beside me. i swear he doesn't look as hardworking as he looks. haha! and he keep looking through yu hong's super messy notes/assignments. HAHA! i dno what to say. cute?funny?weird? LOL. spencer's an oddball. xP

&&&! many of us think he's rly like simon. not so much in terms of the looks but their behaviour and all are like super similar! their sloppy posture, draggy movements, weird attitude, everything! i dno. felt like simon's long lost twin. ROFL. & he had his birthday on 04/07! American Independence Day! same day as ruijie. hahaha.

so.. for PE, we're back to the one day fitness, another day sports module thing. i still dislike fitness. since it's not NP and it's like.. i don't have the mood to do fitness trainings at all in the morning okay! feeling lousy and all due to a late night perhaps. gosh the agony! :X but this term's sports module is badminton. i swear i suck at it. :/ must train! &stop being so dependent of people on starting the ball! sorry chiouyih. :P but at least my aiming improve alrd. hehe.

other than that.. another significant thing that happened is probably our last official act with the cadets ba~ (: 01/07(tuesday). had unit recrea! though we didn't have much time to prepare for it, guofeng was very quick in distributing of duties and making sure we could make it on time. we did eventually. (: more prepared than needed. haha! had games unplayed and all. [: guess we all had enough emo talks prior to this "last day" le ba. time to have fun, leaving the best impression. ohwell... we ended the act with a unit "RVNP"! veryvery nice. it's rly like a "RVNP, SOLID SAH!" (: wonderful feeling. and perhaps the last. D:

when act ended sqdmates got together and did lots of cheers. we did bilibanaja and another "RVNP". hehe! then some of the girls still continued with all the 有的没的 cheers! (: awww... the best feeling on earth! and i don't ever want it to go away! xD

reminded me of the act we had in week one.. was peiwen's birthday! and we stripped her according to the RVNP tradition. hehe! ofcos we had to exercise discretion since darling pear's a girl.. sqdmates only took off her rubberband, shoes and socks. then they started passing it around, even to us who were playing soccer then. so we ran anrd and arnd, to peiwen, away from peiwen, acting lik crazy mean pigs :D 谁叫他生日为当天啊. xP we also did dragon pumpings after that. (: all the things that we used to to in that old campus started rushing back into my mind i guess. cos we once did dragon pumping at the corridor leading to the foyer. and a great portion of our training then took place in that vicinity. be it recreation, PT, drill, or even self-acts. i rly liked that foyer. (: flashbacks occur each time the bus passes by the old campus, in view of the foyer. aww... i want cadet life back. DD:

i guess time never goes anti-clockwise? people grow up? (:
so we'll have to face the future with wonderful memories, in hope of creating more memories. :D

extremists must jiayou! <3
hapsburgers must also jiayou! <3
everybody needs to jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D

we'll have to work doubly hard to make it through this year. &so we will!
so we'll have to be less of a emo kia, smile more, face our life optimistically no matter how screwed it might be. at the other end of the rainbow, we'll still find our brightest hope! ((:

so anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPENCER & RUIJIE (:
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all whose birthday landed during my blog's dead period. xP
may have wished you in person but anw, just an extra tagline :D

我们要过得更好！ :DD

eternal love.
3:10 AM

before i go back into blogging another day, i think i better reply tags before i get bashed :D

tie ren: aye so many i cannot reply la! LOL. yea i know, for all the "happy holidays", i am happy indeed &have tried to enjoy, haha! &x-country? im just happy having ran. (: plus the sqd conflict thing resolve le, so stop thinking bout it HAHA! &!staying awake the entire night shouldn't be a form of pride haha.. &i'm not being lazy! rawr. &yes, hk was enjoyable (: you're more like keeping the tagboard alive hahaha! but thnks anw [: homecoming was indeed great btw. and at least now, your exams are over le. stop thinking bout them too! (: ah! i'm not 'killing' my blog. love it too much to do so! ohyea there is no such thing as blog-cide! sprouting nonsense. &lastly, nobody want to be upset, don't need make announcement :D (12tags)

lau: haha, running did great? jhosy did really great too okay! 为Centaur争光! :D &you did the most for the openhouse ma, don't need to thank us one. sqdmates are there for a purpose. even if its to stand up against those people who shirk responsibilities. &the picture of the polar bun thing - hilarious! xP oh &chalet was crazily fun luh! we stayed on till checkout okay (: coool.. really fun with the ghost stories, biking and shows. goodygood! :D (3tags)

sylvia: haha you still didn't pinch me everyday, right! :D and be patient you ant! i will still update no matter what de ma. just don't factor in the time hehe. xP hongkong was fun no doubt! it had better be! else i would have wasted time and money! ): oh and i'm glad the jeans can fit hehe! & :O! im tagged?! ohno.. but this means i will update again hehe! (3tags)

peiwen: haha! shout my name for what! :D and you "yea lo", beware of yida coming after you! HEHEHE! i smsed you immediately when i saw that "save us" tag okay! end up im the one who's breaking down cos i lag behind alot alrd! )): now you save me! :X oh and my blog just went into a coma la! never die, choy! xP (4tags)

chiouyih: what! you never update your blog i also never tell yida to come lei! from March okay! :O luckily you just updated not long ago. haha! ya i agree. pear always tell us to update but she herself also always got fixed position de hehe! evil! receive same punishment! &i read the update le [: two words - lost people! D: 迷失了方向! (3tags)

sinyee: relinked! (: &&the chalet thing comes together with hongkong as well, got to wait :D
(2tags)
swee: haha, rare tagger! somemore tag is to intimidate me to go to the chalet! rawr! 大胆! :D but i went anyway! was great fun (: (1tag)

cindy(?): some clubbing forum i guess, but i don't really fancy the club stuff... [:

jhosy: aha! that's cos jhosy has a weird sense of humour that has a range so out of the norm that the quiz can't detect it :D ohwell, as long as we can, it's good enough! (: (1tag)

xinyu: arh! boyfriend! hehe. don't need to be so 激动one! :D i will update de! ((: like now! (1tag)



replies done! i'm tired! go to sleep le, bye!

eternal love.
2:42 AM

300th post! (:
cannot waste.
reason why i've been taking so long to update is cos i wna use no.300 wisely :D
probably hongkong trip plus the chalets hehe.
so for now, prior to editing, this is what you'll see.
come back again!



&sorry for leaving my blog to rot for the past month +14days! [:

BRB.

eternal love.
1:44 PM

zzz!
got back a few papers today.
one word:
gone.

zzz!
&i won't be as sad if i haven't done well because i haven't studied or if i got many questions wrong. but the truth is, i would have done much better for all history, chinese paper2 and chemistry if i had completed the papers.. WTH.

y'know, now i guess banging the wall and die is the right thing to do. -.-


WHATEVER! D:

&i'm bored:

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.
Out-Going
Loving
Intelligence
Ambitious
Sense of Humor
What's Your Best Quality? Take More Quizzes

eternal love.
9:13 PM

when i never made any decisions, i 没有主见
when i made decisions, i 自作主张

so what am i supposed to do?

yes, i know nobody makes correct decisions everytime. and i do admit that this time, it was my blurness, my fault. this time, it was my fault at not consulting you before making the decision.
but i can swear upon my mousie life that after you made your stand, i hadn't took any stand.
believe it or not.

&&when this all started, it was because you guys never had the people y'all needed. one busy with duties, another busy with CID. okay fine. maybe the continued "help" has brought you or any other person discomfort. my fault. but i have never thought of or attempted to assume any role other than as a temporary aid. nor cross any boundaries. whatever you may think,
believe it all not.

and i still remain steadfast in my viewpoint that everybody makes mistakes. im not shrinking responsibily or anything. but you too have made extravagent mistakes. mistakes way bigger than what i have just committed, or those made by anyone you have ever reprimanded. if right there and then you hadn't changed and instead, tried to defend yourself from what seemed like an unforgivable mistake, i do not think that i am much inspired by you to change. not that i wouldn't correct my mistakes. but i do it not because you suggested i do.

AND i believe it is basic courtesy to say sorry when you have made a mistake. my parents and teachers taught me that since i was a toddler. i believe everyone's did. so i don't see why you should stop me from doing so.

why is it that you can remain 理直气壮 when we told you about your grave mistakes, yet come and enlighten me on my mistake in the same 理直气壮 way. i really don't understand you.

i know i've made my own set of mistakes and had my bads in various ways. the same goes for anyone else. but why is it that you wouldn't listen to us and forever act as if you're always right. i'm sick of listening to other people say this as well. y'know, it ain't the first time. &i don't like it.

yes i know i'm of a lower status than you are. i know i should always be reporting whatever i intend on deciding to you. yes i know i should never 自作主张. yes i know i've not communicated well enough. yes i know. i'm wrong. but why. why do you always only pick on others' mistakes but never your own.

just when i began to change my perception of you.
&think that people out there shouldn't act like your good friends but infact, hate you and discriminate you. oh i'm sorry to enlighten you on this only now. but sadly, your friends were never rly true to you. at least those of whom you reallyreally loved hanging out with. surprised? taken aback? why not reflect.

y'know, right now, i feel utterly stupid. and un-needed. and i have never been more sure than ever that i do not wish to take up __ as my future CCA. if i'm not wrong, a few sessions ago, you commented that i was slacking just because i was doing what i was supposed to, as my title suggests, fulfilling my duties. if doing what i'm required to is slacking, and going out to help, increasing commitment, gradually becomes a mistake, then what am i supposed to ever be doing?
maybe i overdid it. but even if i didn't?

to think i was actually tearing while trying to put my point across.
to think i was feeling so really sorry for it all.
to think that all that i've been seeing could have been an act.

can everybody just stop acting and be real, true, frank? (applicable to all the shit that's happening in toh's life, my life and quite everybody's life)

why can't humans hate out loud?
why can't humans love out loud?
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
why do they just know how to laugh out loud?!

i hate this veryvery artificial society.

y'know, i grow increasingly disillusioned.
what is my role?
idk.
being a leader, how have i been faring?
bad i guess.

conclusion:
it was a mistake to make me what i am today right from the start.


&i hate myself totally for it.


congratulations. you made me feel real bad. really sad. really useless. really convinced that i've been nothing but extra. and that i don't feel like interacting with anyone from the circle right now. because i don't know who's true anymore. i think i should stop harbouring on my stupid belief that we've all been true to one another. cos there's more than enough proof of the situation otherwise. backstabbing for example, has once hurt us all bad enough, if not still hurting, isn't it? we just never liked to bring out those unhappy pasts. i'm really really disillusioned. and i feel cynical.

and get this straight. i'm not flaming you here. i haven't been using vulgarities, i haven't been discriminating you, i haven't been expressing any hard feelings. it's just all facts and personal feelings. i'm just expressing my strong feeling of unhappiness. this is a blog you see. 抒发情绪的好管道. so if you happen to see this, i'm sorry if it offends you. it never meant to.


oh.
i'm quite convinced now that i'm not only a bad leader, i'm a bad friend, bad companion. because all human beings, whether you like it or not, have this dark side that is hidden. either because they don't wish to show it or because they never realised it existed. and all humans are never 100% true. and for that, i direct the same criticisms of fakeness at myself. &if you do the links yourself, i don't make a good companion. maybe you think otherwise, but this is what i derive from my currently ultra-mega serious disillusioned-distorted logic.

just as the disillusion applies to the world, it too applies to myself.
if i say wth is wrong with the world, i also mean wth is wrong with myself. ironical? i think not. i'm really tired. :f
i'm really disillusioned.

when will this ever stop.

eternal love.
10:46 PM

rawr! i'm bored. :/

i've behaved like a pig for the past weekend.
will turn fat veryvery soon ):
URGH.

shall run more, play more.
:D

ohyar! &it's time i started preparing for term3 exams and EOYs.
since i'm quite inconfident of this time's exams, i rly wna do better in the coming exams.
lalala! i must work hard! [:
work harder!
work hardest!
cos this yr is an impt yr! [:

&&&!
i wna cut my hair! ):
i like the length. but i want it thinner & i need to cut my fringe. & i hate it when it curls like !@#$%^&. crap. DDDD:

okay. exams just ended and im transforming into a vain pot. wth. -.-
shall find time to cut. LOL
FULLSTOP.

eternal love.
5:23 PM

WHEEEEE!
midyrs over alrd! ;D

so shall blog bout random stuff tht occurred this past week!

study sessions!

toh came over to my place on two of the days to study. before chem&physics i think. then i started vandalising her phone! lalala! but now it also has a "hapsburg" on the side. she varnished it! so its permanent! YAYE! 永远留下我的踪迹. :D okay. ego.

tadaa! :D


toh's dead from studying face ;D

haha candid! :D as the caption suggests, she's dead from studying!
poor pig! )):
oh and we devised a way to 发泄! by using pink gigantic fat patrick! (sorry jianlong&jiachen xD) but it's a really good stress-relief plushie! :D
you can strangle it, hit it against the bed, squash it, or all-time favourite: punch it! &when you punch it, patrick looks like its running! really comical :D &just like toh complained, it gets annoying to see how it can continue smiling happily when you feel so bad! BWAR!

&then on the day before SS paper, mao came along too! (:
we had lunch at Koba first...

mao was posing. until she couldn't take it anymore :D

so yaye! i got toh&ho at my house :D but this time round it was quite unproductive. cos toh&i kept on thinking of stupid stuff & was emoing like shit. &my brain was full of chem&phys stuff. saturated! so i couldnt get things in. :/
but yanyi was rather good at doing her mugging even with us creating lots of distractions. :D
like playing music over the stereo and changing the octaves into drastically high/low tones. developing either monstrous singing or inhumanely high-pitched kiddy singing! HAHAHA
& also introducing good ol' patrick to her! &ofcos how good it was at reliefing stress! :D &toh insisted we bring in down while we studied so...


haha! standard size portrait. :P


negatived: glowing black star! :O (HAHA)


sepia: an attempt to emo-lise it. (failed terribly)
it's just so forever smile-y you see ._.

&when we went kuku with our studying...

patrick with toh's twist on the left&mao's notes on the right! :f

&then toh went looking out the window in a highly amusing way:

LOL! :D


hmm.. wonder what was going through her squashed-enough brain :/

LOL! okay! so study session was funny & sometimes productive.
i swear we should never emo before or during such sessions or it'll be completely useless. ZZZ!
say no to emo!
(though easier said than done) HEHE.
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okay so after all the pain and agony,
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
but i'm so ever convinced that i screwed this round's exams up.
like i keep saying to lots of people, two words to describe my state:
INCINERATED PORK!
believe it or not ):
i just hope the results nvr ever return -.-
-self dillusion-
please ignore. HAHA

okay. so i went out with sqdmates today! slacked around at Vivo while waiting for those taking their lastest lastest paper! (: had lunch at PastaMania & we were suuuuper full. (: but after that we got bored out by oqh who kept entering NIKE by B.I.R.D and sijie was bored out since she was waiting for peiwen, we decided to entertain her by:

ONE-

height discrimination! D:

TWO-

first ever tiny minee! :D

THREE-
a live BABE!
haha. but it's not the pretty hot BABES we're talking about.
it's BABE the pig by chiouyih. hahaha! but i don't think we sent it in the end so... :D

okay so ONE and TWO were sent to sijie via mms to entertain her. :DD
lalalala..

oh then so after that we went to GV Vivo to get tickets for movies. but there weren't any appealing ones on the list. and Hansel & Gretel was not on the list anymore! WTH. it has barely been a month eh! ))): we even check the AXS station and true enough, GV cinemas weren't airing Hansel & Gretel anymore URGH! :f

so we sat around emo-ing. thinking of alternatives. when i chanced upon something relatively ridiculous:


ridiculous anot? don't understand, read on.

this was supposedly a promotion for the elderly. apparently they have this movie card that allows them to collect stamps each time they go for movies. &as illustrated, 9 stamps will allow them to redeem a 1kg pack of premium rice while 18 allows them to redeem a bottle of chicken essence.
& then thinking about it, 18stamps for one tiny bottle of chicken essence? seriously i would rather use 18stamps to redeem 2kg worth of rice! LOL. sqdmates thought it sounded stupid too. :/ dumb promotion.

okay so then we decided to try our luck. we went over to 7-11, bought a copy of The Straits Times and sat outside the shop, searching the papers for any cinemas which are still airing Hansel & Gretel. after checing twice, we thought it was rly all-hope's-gone. but chiouyih finally found one tiny line on the newspaper which read HANSEL AND GRETEL! we were super elated! even though the cinema was a Sun Plaza(Sembawang), it was the one and only show aye! heaven seemed like it was our side HAHA. but when the other sqdmates were released and came along, some unhappiness grew cos we couldn't arrive at a conclusion after very long. so... :/ spoilt the mood for awhile. but ohwell, it soon blew over. sqdmates maaa :D so the tarnished mood was also recovered! &so while some of them ate, the rest of us went to the sky garden to emo/play.

chiouyih ang yueting went into the water, and winnie joined shortly after. qinhui was exclaiming on how ridiculous it was for two of them to be doing that when winnie also joined in. HAHA. but sqdmates did rly cute stuff. like the thing with the leaf and the pan-frying of their feet. haha! but i shan't elaborate on the former nor post videos of the latter :D
oh then the other sqdmates came up &joined us after their meal.&we played both the game of concentration and 请你跟我这样做. :D hahaha! apparently, many sqdmates have coordination problems or will lag 半拍. &peiwen esp. lag 很多拍! hahaha! but it's okay! cos pear is forever super blur! :P &sijie's screams were also very funny! LOL! i bet we attracted lots of attention. &that's bad haha!
oh &there was this pretty heart-shaped leaf!

pretty anot! :D

okay! i'm starting to be obsessed at stupid stuff. :/
-snaps out of it-

&so after that we made our way to Sembawang for deardear long awaited Hansel&Gretel! :D
SEE-

highlighted: our last&only hope (:

oh&the cinema is quite old alrd i guess? haha it didn't look very much appealing but anyway, i found the lighting against the walls at the entrance quite cute:

looks like mickey! :D
haha. the flourecent bulbs in thr aren't so obvious in life. but whtever, this makes it more obvious! :D COOOL! &they're orange!

&while yueting was getting the tickets, something made me do this along with sqdmates' encouragement. esp taysie. HAHA

&now i'm shorter than 0.9m! :DDD

LOL!!!
ridiculous! i think we rly have nothing better to do XD
but whtever. it's these little things that built up our sqdmateship since 3yrs ago and we will not let it go! (:
oh &i kind of think the service over there was quite lousy cos the guy at the counter could actually make a major miscalculation of 8bucks! -.- really overboard. we actually thought somebody paid less but we double; triple; quadruple; quintruple check alrdy! everyone paid and there was supposed to be $8 change! so after yueting approached the guy again, it was confirmed he made a mistake. ZZ!
RAWR! lousy pok D:

okay but the movie was nice.
we thought it would be rly horrfic but as far as i'm concerned, the horror only took up the first two-thirds of the movie. after that it started to be a series of unravelling mysteries and bla. &i think the plot was sad & all! so stupid mouse cried. HAHA! &minee too &zimin too! i thought most sqddies would have cried but no! ): they thought we were funny for crying. haha. hilarious. &yueting thought it didn't make sense initially but that was taken care of. ANW, it's worth the watch. &the hassel we went through. (: catch it on VCD if you didn't at the cinema okay!
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YAYE! happy day out!
& i'm done with this post!
i'm actively trying to revive my once-dead blog okay!
:D
visit with anticipation from now on! xP

alright.
cut the crap.
to all who aren't asleep yet, you better sleep early after all that torment! HAHAHA! :P

<3,
sharm.

eternal love.
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